bored bored bored

aargh!!im lyk so bored...
wiv my bro hogging the tv wiv his
irritating soccer game on ps2,im left wiv my one
and only companion..the computer..
lol..

kae..actually,i dont really have much to say..
but since im bored..i decided to blog again..
haha..lame,rite?i know..lol..

DaMbaaN - Didicazly

Ungkapan kata selindung hasrat nan di hati
Andainya di tafsir terserlah makna yg tersembunyi
Renungan mata…bukan pandangan biasa
Bertahun andai terjalin hingga waktu ini
Gurauan mesra menghiasai masa tika bersama
Semakin berputik perasaan ini
Kini baru ku sedari selama ini kau kusayangi
Andai bukan itu hakikatnya mengapa rindu yg ku rasa
Mungkin tiada ku fahami tidak dapat ku nafikan lagi
Beban rahsia kian membakar diri
Kalimah cinta selongkar renungan dicipta
Mungkin kah di biar terdampar kasih tak kesampaian
Naluri bisik bukannya dambaan cinta
Kini baru ku sedari selama ini kau kusayangi
Andai bukan itu hakikatnya mengapa rindu yg ku rasa
Mungkin tiada ku fahami tidak dapat ku nafikan lagi
Beban rahsia kian membakar diri
Ikhas ku nyatakan kau yg ku sayangi
Kau yg ku cintai walau tak mampu ku miliki
Ingin ku luahkan mungkin suatu hari
Kan terbuka pintu hati dapat jua kau terima
Diriku akhirnya….
ohhhh…ohhh…woo….

haiz...got my results ytd...
cant believe i cried in front of my form tcher..
haiya...
its ok la..at least i can get my nursing course..
or mebbe i shud try psychology...
i dunno...
haiz...anwar got better results than me..
wth man...
its ok...wat he said ytd was kinda true...
haiya...

so i did get to watch the match after all..
only dint get to watch alam shah score..
boo hoo..
anyway...im so glad our LIONS won the game...
thanks to mustafic fahrudin,that is..

however,im so mad with the referee..
REFEREE KAYU!!!
lol...
he should have been firm on making the decision..

wth..

i shoud be goin back to work...haas..

hello pple...
i noe its been a VERY LONG time since i blogged..
busy la...haha...
erm..well...life's cool,i guess...
haha..

oh well...im working rite now..
lucky not bz..at least got some time to blog..
well,for those pple who dint noe,im currently working
at NUH food service..
putting my F&N skills to good use..lol..
kinda cool place..free food..wth..

gosh..i miss my homiez...
yin zhen,kalai,keslyn,pravina and atiqa...
miss crapping and laughing with them..

anyway,its SINGAPORE vs THAILAND tonight!!!
argh!!but im endin work at 8pm..what the ****!!
so,im rushin home right after work..
so that i can watch my one and only KHAIRUL AMRI...
haha...

gotta get back to work..see ya guys some time later...
buaiz...

APPLICATION is the KEY!!!

haiz...
there was the graduation ceremony-
cum-convocation ceremony just now..
the part of going up to receive the certs
were super hilarious..
but, when we got back our results,
i was really disappointed..
only my form teacher understood how
i really felt..
haiz..
i even cried a bit sia..OMG...
it was super demoralising...
but i really do hope that i'll do
my best for Os...
for my classmates in 4e5,
ALL THE BEST FOR O LEVELS...!!

haas...just got back from an
'interestin' day in school..
the first 2 hrs of maths(OMG!) was
average..went thru the prelims paper..
i just realised how many careless mistake i had..
haiyo..
SS was boring..had to inteprete political cartoons..
wad the...lucky i was in the group with Yinzhen,Pravina and KALAI..
I LOVE THE LAST HOUR!!
the 11 of us(supposed to be 12,but hubby dearest dint come),
Me,KALAI,Yinzhen,Atiqa,Pravina,
Aisyah,Yihui,Ajrina,Limin,Alex and Soon Hoe
slacked around in the classroom..
KALAI and Limin had 'experiences' in the toilet..
spooky...
they went to the toilet again and again..
all led by the one and only KALAI..
a few minutes later, u cud hear them screaming..
(our class is just behind the hall and near the toilet, u see)..
oh well..the environment in class itself was spooky..
we closed all windows and locked both doors..
and all the ghost stories started, with KALAI beginning first..
KALAI was really spooking us out la..esp me..
ive never watch any horror movies, u know..haiz..
oh well...KALAI wanted me to include her name in my entry..
(she wants it to be 10 times!!)..
so now i'm thinking of ways to include KALAI in every sentence..
haha...thanks KALAI..u're really a great homie..
KALAI, im done with including ur name 10 times..haha..yeay!!

aLeRt:ThiS EnTrY is In MaLay..

Hadirmu bagai sinar mentari pagi..
Menerangi lorong kelam lagi sunyi yang selama ini kulalui..
Melenyapkan kedukaan yang bagai berkurun lama
memenjara jiwaku dalam sepi..
Terasa kini, bahagia ada di mana-mana..
Hanya dirimu yang bertakhta di hati..

Pandanglah ke dalam mataku..
Selamilah jauh hingga ke dasarnya..
Pasti yang akan kau lihat adalah rinduku terhadapmu..
Tapi, apakah getaran cinta yang meruntun hati hanya
aku saja yang merasakannya?
Sayang..hatimu sebenarnya untuk siapa?
Aku ibarat musafir di padang pasir yang dahagakan
setitis kasihmu..
Menanti saat kau datang kepadaku dengan penuh rindu..

Ah, lelaki, apakah sememangnya dilahirkan untuk
melukakan hati perempuan?
Dan perempuan pula, selam mana harus membiarkan
hati terus terluka?

i seriously regretted goin to sch todae lor..
coz we got back our prelims results..
and it was so demoralising..
imagine getting ur super bad maths results early in the morning..
lucky it was only paper 1..
got back physics paper 2 and science prac results as well..
super duper demoralising..haiyo...

oh ya...i dint know keslyn was jealous of me..
haha...i wouldnt say it la..
it was just a joke between us wen she started "poking" at me..
dots..
wen to meet my darling hubby who dint come to sch..
love him lotz...

oh well...
juz got home..nearly drenched..
wat the...?
okiez...
tomoro's the last paper...
fiNaLLY!!!
haha..im so happy!!
ytd, listening to hady mirza sing
was like so soothing..
after i studied hard to get physics
into my head, but in vain..
haha..
only started studying this morning lor..
well,at least it was managable(is it SpeLLed this way?LOL..).
kae..im left wiv paper 1 and chem..
must study!!!argh!!

...warNiNg:The FoLLoWinG EntRy is in MaLaY...


Aku buntu memikirkannya..
Tentang cinta dan kesetiaan..
Entah, aku tidak pasti..
Tentang perasaan cinta antara kita..

Mungkinkah dia sudah berubah hati?
Aku tidak mampu memikirkannya..
Kerna aku tidak sanggup berdepan realiti..
Bahwa aku bukan kekasih hatinya lagi..

Aku masih lagi setia..
Dan masih sayang padanya..
Namun, aku keliru..
Keliru tentang diriku and dirinya..

Sukar bagi diriku melepaskannya..
Setelah sekian lama bersama..
Dirinya sebahagian dari diriku..
Kenapa sukar baginya memahami kenyataan itu..?

haiz...had to wake up early this morning...
got higher malay prelims...
haiyo...i dint even study...
now im back after an excruciating 4 hours at anderson sec..
paper 1 was kinda easy..put my SS skills to use when writing
part 2..haha...fun sia..
but paper 2 was nightmare...
i think i lost 10 marks juz lyk dat lor...
haiyo...
now im bored at home...
haiyo...

haiz....todae was bad...
first, wat i studied for SS yesterday night
dint do me any good...
but it was easy la...the SEQ power sia...
about merger and separation..
haha...my pen practically spilled out the content...
whee!!
maths paper was doomsday sey...
cant do a lot of questions...
haiyo...
but i shall not give up...
met huishan juz now...haa..
how i miss her...
heeh...

haiz...it was english paper todae...
paper 1 was kinda easy...esp the section 1...
haha..it was total bullshit...
nearly cried at the end..coz i wrote abt my fren dying...
haha...lame sia...
paper 2 was average...only started doing final
draft for summary in the last 15 mins..
wat the hell????
hmmz...got home kinda early todae...
goin out to school again later...
night study again...haiz...

haiyo...im so tired!!
juz got back from school...
todae was science practical...
I TOTALLY SCREWED UP DURING PRACTICAL!!!
aargh....!!!how..???
somehow, looking at HIS face in the hall(holding area)
sort of calmed me down...it juz eases me...
i dunno why...
haiyo...i goin sleep first liao...
then must go back school..
for night study...shall study SS...
haiz....

FUCK LOR alex....
anyhow play wiv people's ring...
u think u big shot arh...
think of other people's feelings can or not..
dont be so insensitive lor...
u're only showing people how immature u are..
pls lor...
aargh....im freaking tired...
juz got back from night study in school..
shit!!! Prelims startin THIS COMING MONDAY!!!!
AARGH!!!!

i noe u're pissed off wiv us..
juz admit it lor...
dont have to give us attitude
and say that u're ok...
plz lor...
we're not dumb..
i oreadi explained to u...
we were referring to someone else...
lyk WTH...!!!
dont u get it..?!!!
AARGH!!!!

haiz..this happened yesterday..
but i dint had the time to blog abt it...
wateva...
oh well...here goes...
DEAR, somethings can NEVER be replaced...
my love for YOU can NEVER br replaced...
i can NEVER replace YOU for some other guy..
and...OUR RING can NEVER br replaced..
eventhough its the exact same design..
coz then it wont mean anything special anymore...
why the heck did u let u idiotic fren toy arnd wiv OUR RING??
and hittin it with the hammer...?
if it doesnt hurt ur feelings, IT HURT MINE!!!
some people can never be considerate huh..??
anyway...oral was GREAT!!
haha....