APPLICATION is the KEY!!!

haiz...
there was the graduation ceremony-
cum-convocation ceremony just now..
the part of going up to receive the certs
were super hilarious..
but, when we got back our results,
i was really disappointed..
only my form teacher understood how
i really felt..
haiz..
i even cried a bit sia..OMG...
it was super demoralising...
but i really do hope that i'll do
my best for Os...
for my classmates in 4e5,
ALL THE BEST FOR O LEVELS...!!

haas...just got back from an
'interestin' day in school..
the first 2 hrs of maths(OMG!) was
average..went thru the prelims paper..
i just realised how many careless mistake i had..
haiyo..
SS was boring..had to inteprete political cartoons..
wad the...lucky i was in the group with Yinzhen,Pravina and KALAI..
I LOVE THE LAST HOUR!!
the 11 of us(supposed to be 12,but hubby dearest dint come),
Me,KALAI,Yinzhen,Atiqa,Pravina,
Aisyah,Yihui,Ajrina,Limin,Alex and Soon Hoe
slacked around in the classroom..
KALAI and Limin had 'experiences' in the toilet..
spooky...
they went to the toilet again and again..
all led by the one and only KALAI..
a few minutes later, u cud hear them screaming..
(our class is just behind the hall and near the toilet, u see)..
oh well..the environment in class itself was spooky..
we closed all windows and locked both doors..
and all the ghost stories started, with KALAI beginning first..
KALAI was really spooking us out la..esp me..
ive never watch any horror movies, u know..haiz..
oh well...KALAI wanted me to include her name in my entry..
(she wants it to be 10 times!!)..
so now i'm thinking of ways to include KALAI in every sentence..
haha...thanks KALAI..u're really a great homie..
KALAI, im done with including ur name 10 times..haha..yeay!!

aLeRt:ThiS EnTrY is In MaLay..

Hadirmu bagai sinar mentari pagi..
Menerangi lorong kelam lagi sunyi yang selama ini kulalui..
Melenyapkan kedukaan yang bagai berkurun lama
memenjara jiwaku dalam sepi..
Terasa kini, bahagia ada di mana-mana..
Hanya dirimu yang bertakhta di hati..

Pandanglah ke dalam mataku..
Selamilah jauh hingga ke dasarnya..
Pasti yang akan kau lihat adalah rinduku terhadapmu..
Tapi, apakah getaran cinta yang meruntun hati hanya
aku saja yang merasakannya?
Sayang..hatimu sebenarnya untuk siapa?
Aku ibarat musafir di padang pasir yang dahagakan
setitis kasihmu..
Menanti saat kau datang kepadaku dengan penuh rindu..

Ah, lelaki, apakah sememangnya dilahirkan untuk
melukakan hati perempuan?
Dan perempuan pula, selam mana harus membiarkan
hati terus terluka?

i seriously regretted goin to sch todae lor..
coz we got back our prelims results..
and it was so demoralising..
imagine getting ur super bad maths results early in the morning..
lucky it was only paper 1..
got back physics paper 2 and science prac results as well..
super duper demoralising..haiyo...

oh ya...i dint know keslyn was jealous of me..
haha...i wouldnt say it la..
it was just a joke between us wen she started "poking" at me..
dots..
wen to meet my darling hubby who dint come to sch..
love him lotz...

oh well...
juz got home..nearly drenched..
wat the...?
okiez...
tomoro's the last paper...
fiNaLLY!!!
haha..im so happy!!
ytd, listening to hady mirza sing
was like so soothing..
after i studied hard to get physics
into my head, but in vain..
haha..
only started studying this morning lor..
well,at least it was managable(is it SpeLLed this way?LOL..).
kae..im left wiv paper 1 and chem..
must study!!!argh!!

...warNiNg:The FoLLoWinG EntRy is in MaLaY...


Aku buntu memikirkannya..
Tentang cinta dan kesetiaan..
Entah, aku tidak pasti..
Tentang perasaan cinta antara kita..

Mungkinkah dia sudah berubah hati?
Aku tidak mampu memikirkannya..
Kerna aku tidak sanggup berdepan realiti..
Bahwa aku bukan kekasih hatinya lagi..

Aku masih lagi setia..
Dan masih sayang padanya..
Namun, aku keliru..
Keliru tentang diriku and dirinya..

Sukar bagi diriku melepaskannya..
Setelah sekian lama bersama..
Dirinya sebahagian dari diriku..
Kenapa sukar baginya memahami kenyataan itu..?

haiz...had to wake up early this morning...
got higher malay prelims...
haiyo...i dint even study...
now im back after an excruciating 4 hours at anderson sec..
paper 1 was kinda easy..put my SS skills to use when writing
part 2..haha...fun sia..
but paper 2 was nightmare...
i think i lost 10 marks juz lyk dat lor...
haiyo...
now im bored at home...
haiyo...

haiz....todae was bad...
first, wat i studied for SS yesterday night
dint do me any good...
but it was easy la...the SEQ power sia...
about merger and separation..
haha...my pen practically spilled out the content...
whee!!
maths paper was doomsday sey...
cant do a lot of questions...
haiyo...
but i shall not give up...
met huishan juz now...haa..
how i miss her...
heeh...

haiz...it was english paper todae...
paper 1 was kinda easy...esp the section 1...
haha..it was total bullshit...
nearly cried at the end..coz i wrote abt my fren dying...
haha...lame sia...
paper 2 was average...only started doing final
draft for summary in the last 15 mins..
wat the hell????
hmmz...got home kinda early todae...
goin out to school again later...
night study again...haiz...

haiyo...im so tired!!
juz got back from school...
todae was science practical...
I TOTALLY SCREWED UP DURING PRACTICAL!!!
aargh....!!!how..???
somehow, looking at HIS face in the hall(holding area)
sort of calmed me down...it juz eases me...
i dunno why...
haiyo...i goin sleep first liao...
then must go back school..
for night study...shall study SS...
haiz....

FUCK LOR alex....
anyhow play wiv people's ring...
u think u big shot arh...
think of other people's feelings can or not..
dont be so insensitive lor...
u're only showing people how immature u are..
pls lor...
aargh....im freaking tired...
juz got back from night study in school..
shit!!! Prelims startin THIS COMING MONDAY!!!!
AARGH!!!!

i noe u're pissed off wiv us..
juz admit it lor...
dont have to give us attitude
and say that u're ok...
plz lor...
we're not dumb..
i oreadi explained to u...
we were referring to someone else...
lyk WTH...!!!
dont u get it..?!!!
AARGH!!!!

haiz..this happened yesterday..
but i dint had the time to blog abt it...
wateva...
oh well...here goes...
DEAR, somethings can NEVER be replaced...
my love for YOU can NEVER br replaced...
i can NEVER replace YOU for some other guy..
and...OUR RING can NEVER br replaced..
eventhough its the exact same design..
coz then it wont mean anything special anymore...
why the heck did u let u idiotic fren toy arnd wiv OUR RING??
and hittin it with the hammer...?
if it doesnt hurt ur feelings, IT HURT MINE!!!
some people can never be considerate huh..??
anyway...oral was GREAT!!
haha....

AnNa ANd ME
CHArLoTte(My BuDDy) AND ME
todae's lyk SUPER cool!!!
the German European International School students came..
and they're lyk SO COOL!!

especially ANNA...

My buddy, CHARLOTTE, is sooo sweet...

haha...

oh well...we went arnd the school

for a crappy timeline exhibition..

and took LOTS AND LOTS

of photos wiv them...

Next Post: PiCtuRes!!

lemme make things clear...Charmaine, Limin and Vanessa...
the bitch i was toking about wasnt any of u...
i mean..why shud i..?
u guys dont make any of my frens cry...
and one more thing...
next time u guys have doubts,
ask me straight...
dont have to go through ANWAR....or atiqa..
u noe wat i mean...

how can i not suspect he's havin something on wiv her..?
everytime i see him toking to her,they'll be standing close..
IM JEALOUS!!!and u noe that mister...
u noe i still love u...and u promised that promise juz between us...
why must u do this to me..?
I LOVE U!!I STILL DO...
haiz..
was in the same group wiv him during class just now..
i juz couldnt think straight...enuff of his fren disturbing me...
he dint have to join in...
they only pissed me off...
haiz...

im just freaking jealous!!
must he treat other girls differently?
i noe we broke up oreadi....but he knows i still love him...
aargh!!!why must ths happen to me...?
haiyo...
I HATE HIM BUT I LOVE HIM...
how..?let time decide...haiz...

wat the hell bitch...muz u make my fren cry..?
lyk wad the hell...even though u're not happy wiv her,
u dont have to do tt rite..GROW UP LA!!!
think abt it..it's our last yr in school...
dont fill it wiv hatred and anger..

oh well...enuf said abt tt...
school was boring...especially EL...
wiv the tcher nagging and nagging...
haiz...prelims lyk so near!!
argh!!MUST STUDY!!!

its been 4 days since i broke up wiv him...but haiz...
i cant stop loving him...haiz...eventhough i act as if nothing happened,
only god knows how i really feel inside...i feel so lonely without him...
haiz...haiz..
oh well....im still holding on to his promise though...let's hope he really do mean it...haiz...
im kinda bored at home rite now...
yinzhen and atiqa dint go shopping...lucky never follow them...haha...
IM FREAKING BORED!!!!!

GUYS...U WIN...
So now, STOP DISTURBIN ME AND MY GALS!!!
im oreadi so sad so dont rub into it...
haiz...
it feels so sad...eventhough i dun show it...
but haiz..it hurts...so deeply...haiz..
enuf is enuf jerks!!just stop all ur nonsense...
haiz....

im kinda stuck at home rite now...
only goin out later...goin back to my primary school...
meeting up wiv eugene first...haiz...
im dead bored at home...
my stupid bro playing his PS2...my mum doin chores...
and hubby dearest is at school...
haiz...
anyway,who's brandon..?hey if u're readin this plz tag me again...
i need to noe hu u are...

NCC POP PARADE RAWKS!!!
juz got home after watching the POP parade...
kewl man...it was so great...
took lots of pictures wiv my fellow schoolmates
who just passed out of NCC...
haas....i juz come to realise that we the sec 4s
are just left wiv a few more mths b4 leaving the school..
haiz...it feels so sad...
hahas...

lemme sae this to some idiots...
You guys wanna play hard, we'll play hard too..
you guys just dont scare us...you are juz showing us how stupid u guys are...
if u're not happy wiv me...juz hurt or aim me...
dont disturb my gerls...i had enuf of this nonsense...
FUCK OFF!!!

FUCK OFF IDIOTS!!!
MaY u guys die faster!!!!

IM FUCKING PISSED TODAE!!!
thanks to the 4 bitches and him...haiz...
must he do this to me...?haiz...
I CANT TAKE ALL THIS TORTURE!!!
i had enough of this...ive tolerated enough nonsense...
haiz..i gonna break down if it's gonna be lyk this every sigle day..
Cant he do anything to protect me...?
I HATE HIS FUCKING FRENS!!!
doesnt he care abt my feelings..?
haiz..
found out the sender of the "sorry" msg..and it wasnt him...
i just knew it..haiz...
im not as strong as u think i am....
I CANT BEAR THIS MENTALLY AND EMOTIONALLY!!

*lester,thanks for trying to cheer me up...but its useless...it would only mean something
if HE were to type and sent that msg from the bottom of his heart..Sorry..