IM FUCKING PISSED TODAE!!!
thanks to the 4 bitches and him...haiz...
must he do this to me...?haiz...
I CANT TAKE ALL THIS TORTURE!!!
i had enough of this...ive tolerated enough nonsense...
haiz..i gonna break down if it's gonna be lyk this every sigle day..
Cant he do anything to protect me...?
I HATE HIS FUCKING FRENS!!!
doesnt he care abt my feelings..?
haiz..
found out the sender of the "sorry" msg..and it wasnt him...
i just knew it..haiz...
im not as strong as u think i am....
I CANT BEAR THIS MENTALLY AND EMOTIONALLY!!

*lester,thanks for trying to cheer me up...but its useless...it would only mean something
if HE were to type and sent that msg from the bottom of his heart..Sorry..