im just freaking jealous!!
must he treat other girls differently?
i noe we broke up oreadi....but he knows i still love him...
aargh!!!why must ths happen to me...?
haiyo...
I HATE HIM BUT I LOVE HIM...
how..?let time decide...haiz...

wat the hell bitch...muz u make my fren cry..?
lyk wad the hell...even though u're not happy wiv her,
u dont have to do tt rite..GROW UP LA!!!
think abt it..it's our last yr in school...
dont fill it wiv hatred and anger..

oh well...enuf said abt tt...
school was boring...especially EL...
wiv the tcher nagging and nagging...
haiz...prelims lyk so near!!
argh!!MUST STUDY!!!

its been 4 days since i broke up wiv him...but haiz...
i cant stop loving him...haiz...eventhough i act as if nothing happened,
only god knows how i really feel inside...i feel so lonely without him...
haiz...haiz..
oh well....im still holding on to his promise though...let's hope he really do mean it...haiz...
im kinda bored at home rite now...
yinzhen and atiqa dint go shopping...lucky never follow them...haha...
IM FREAKING BORED!!!!!

GUYS...U WIN...
So now, STOP DISTURBIN ME AND MY GALS!!!
im oreadi so sad so dont rub into it...
haiz...
it feels so sad...eventhough i dun show it...
but haiz..it hurts...so deeply...haiz..
enuf is enuf jerks!!just stop all ur nonsense...
haiz....

im kinda stuck at home rite now...
only goin out later...goin back to my primary school...
meeting up wiv eugene first...haiz...
im dead bored at home...
my stupid bro playing his PS2...my mum doin chores...
and hubby dearest is at school...
haiz...
anyway,who's brandon..?hey if u're readin this plz tag me again...
i need to noe hu u are...

NCC POP PARADE RAWKS!!!
juz got home after watching the POP parade...
kewl man...it was so great...
took lots of pictures wiv my fellow schoolmates
who just passed out of NCC...
haas....i juz come to realise that we the sec 4s
are just left wiv a few more mths b4 leaving the school..
haiz...it feels so sad...
hahas...

lemme sae this to some idiots...
You guys wanna play hard, we'll play hard too..
you guys just dont scare us...you are juz showing us how stupid u guys are...
if u're not happy wiv me...juz hurt or aim me...
dont disturb my gerls...i had enuf of this nonsense...
FUCK OFF!!!

FUCK OFF IDIOTS!!!
MaY u guys die faster!!!!

IM FUCKING PISSED TODAE!!!
thanks to the 4 bitches and him...haiz...
must he do this to me...?haiz...
I CANT TAKE ALL THIS TORTURE!!!
i had enough of this...ive tolerated enough nonsense...
haiz..i gonna break down if it's gonna be lyk this every sigle day..
Cant he do anything to protect me...?
I HATE HIS FUCKING FRENS!!!
doesnt he care abt my feelings..?
haiz..
found out the sender of the "sorry" msg..and it wasnt him...
i just knew it..haiz...
im not as strong as u think i am....
I CANT BEAR THIS MENTALLY AND EMOTIONALLY!!

*lester,thanks for trying to cheer me up...but its useless...it would only mean something
if HE were to type and sent that msg from the bottom of his heart..Sorry..