haiz....todae was bad...
first, wat i studied for SS yesterday night
dint do me any good...
but it was easy la...the SEQ power sia...
about merger and separation..
haha...my pen practically spilled out the content...
whee!!
maths paper was doomsday sey...
cant do a lot of questions...
haiyo...
but i shall not give up...
met huishan juz now...haa..
how i miss her...
heeh...

haiz...it was english paper todae...
paper 1 was kinda easy...esp the section 1...
haha..it was total bullshit...
nearly cried at the end..coz i wrote abt my fren dying...
haha...lame sia...
paper 2 was average...only started doing final
draft for summary in the last 15 mins..
wat the hell????
hmmz...got home kinda early todae...
goin out to school again later...
night study again...haiz...

haiyo...im so tired!!
juz got back from school...
todae was science practical...
I TOTALLY SCREWED UP DURING PRACTICAL!!!
aargh....!!!how..???
somehow, looking at HIS face in the hall(holding area)
sort of calmed me down...it juz eases me...
i dunno why...
haiyo...i goin sleep first liao...
then must go back school..
for night study...shall study SS...
haiz....

FUCK LOR alex....
anyhow play wiv people's ring...
u think u big shot arh...
think of other people's feelings can or not..
dont be so insensitive lor...
u're only showing people how immature u are..
pls lor...
aargh....im freaking tired...
juz got back from night study in school..
shit!!! Prelims startin THIS COMING MONDAY!!!!
AARGH!!!!

i noe u're pissed off wiv us..
juz admit it lor...
dont have to give us attitude
and say that u're ok...
plz lor...
we're not dumb..
i oreadi explained to u...
we were referring to someone else...
lyk WTH...!!!
dont u get it..?!!!
AARGH!!!!

haiz..this happened yesterday..
but i dint had the time to blog abt it...
wateva...
oh well...here goes...
DEAR, somethings can NEVER be replaced...
my love for YOU can NEVER br replaced...
i can NEVER replace YOU for some other guy..
and...OUR RING can NEVER br replaced..
eventhough its the exact same design..
coz then it wont mean anything special anymore...
why the heck did u let u idiotic fren toy arnd wiv OUR RING??
and hittin it with the hammer...?
if it doesnt hurt ur feelings, IT HURT MINE!!!
some people can never be considerate huh..??
anyway...oral was GREAT!!
haha....

AnNa ANd ME
CHArLoTte(My BuDDy) AND ME
todae's lyk SUPER cool!!!
the German European International School students came..
and they're lyk SO COOL!!

especially ANNA...

My buddy, CHARLOTTE, is sooo sweet...

haha...

oh well...we went arnd the school

for a crappy timeline exhibition..

and took LOTS AND LOTS

of photos wiv them...

Next Post: PiCtuRes!!

lemme make things clear...Charmaine, Limin and Vanessa...
the bitch i was toking about wasnt any of u...
i mean..why shud i..?
u guys dont make any of my frens cry...
and one more thing...
next time u guys have doubts,
ask me straight...
dont have to go through ANWAR....or atiqa..
u noe wat i mean...

how can i not suspect he's havin something on wiv her..?
everytime i see him toking to her,they'll be standing close..
IM JEALOUS!!!and u noe that mister...
u noe i still love u...and u promised that promise juz between us...
why must u do this to me..?
I LOVE U!!I STILL DO...
haiz..
was in the same group wiv him during class just now..
i juz couldnt think straight...enuff of his fren disturbing me...
he dint have to join in...
they only pissed me off...
haiz...

im just freaking jealous!!
must he treat other girls differently?
i noe we broke up oreadi....but he knows i still love him...
aargh!!!why must ths happen to me...?
haiyo...
I HATE HIM BUT I LOVE HIM...
how..?let time decide...haiz...

wat the hell bitch...muz u make my fren cry..?
lyk wad the hell...even though u're not happy wiv her,
u dont have to do tt rite..GROW UP LA!!!
think abt it..it's our last yr in school...
dont fill it wiv hatred and anger..

oh well...enuf said abt tt...
school was boring...especially EL...
wiv the tcher nagging and nagging...
haiz...prelims lyk so near!!
argh!!MUST STUDY!!!

its been 4 days since i broke up wiv him...but haiz...
i cant stop loving him...haiz...eventhough i act as if nothing happened,
only god knows how i really feel inside...i feel so lonely without him...
haiz...haiz..
oh well....im still holding on to his promise though...let's hope he really do mean it...haiz...
im kinda bored at home rite now...
yinzhen and atiqa dint go shopping...lucky never follow them...haha...
IM FREAKING BORED!!!!!

GUYS...U WIN...
So now, STOP DISTURBIN ME AND MY GALS!!!
im oreadi so sad so dont rub into it...
haiz...
it feels so sad...eventhough i dun show it...
but haiz..it hurts...so deeply...haiz..
enuf is enuf jerks!!just stop all ur nonsense...
haiz....

im kinda stuck at home rite now...
only goin out later...goin back to my primary school...
meeting up wiv eugene first...haiz...
im dead bored at home...
my stupid bro playing his PS2...my mum doin chores...
and hubby dearest is at school...
haiz...
anyway,who's brandon..?hey if u're readin this plz tag me again...
i need to noe hu u are...

NCC POP PARADE RAWKS!!!
juz got home after watching the POP parade...
kewl man...it was so great...
took lots of pictures wiv my fellow schoolmates
who just passed out of NCC...
haas....i juz come to realise that we the sec 4s
are just left wiv a few more mths b4 leaving the school..
haiz...it feels so sad...
hahas...

lemme sae this to some idiots...
You guys wanna play hard, we'll play hard too..
you guys just dont scare us...you are juz showing us how stupid u guys are...
if u're not happy wiv me...juz hurt or aim me...
dont disturb my gerls...i had enuf of this nonsense...
FUCK OFF!!!

FUCK OFF IDIOTS!!!
MaY u guys die faster!!!!

IM FUCKING PISSED TODAE!!!
thanks to the 4 bitches and him...haiz...
must he do this to me...?haiz...
I CANT TAKE ALL THIS TORTURE!!!
i had enough of this...ive tolerated enough nonsense...
haiz..i gonna break down if it's gonna be lyk this every sigle day..
Cant he do anything to protect me...?
I HATE HIS FUCKING FRENS!!!
doesnt he care abt my feelings..?
haiz..
found out the sender of the "sorry" msg..and it wasnt him...
i just knew it..haiz...
im not as strong as u think i am....
I CANT BEAR THIS MENTALLY AND EMOTIONALLY!!

*lester,thanks for trying to cheer me up...but its useless...it would only mean something
if HE were to type and sent that msg from the bottom of his heart..Sorry..